wow. i haven't posted for a long time. a junior's life is quite busy, and being involved in extra curricular activies makes you busier. so what's happening to our band? we had a recent jamming last week (or was it last last?).. no, we didn't pass the auditions for our fair. but we'll try again next year, and maybe get a few more gigs somewhere else..

i'm really happy cause during our last practice, we polished my song, Hindi Sinasadya. :) sadly, i will be the one who'll sing. but since we agreed to rotate band positions for some of our songs, then i guess i can't do anything about it. it's not yet done though, but we'll finish it soon. so to make my post longer, i'll post the lyrics to my song. :) ahaha kapal!! :P

Hindi Sinasadya - Anya (c)

Sa una
Walang lihim na pagtingin
Biglang nag-iba ang ihip ng hangin
Ngayon
Di alam ang gagawin
Pag dumaan ka
Ako'y napapailing

Di ko naman ginusto 'to
Pero anong magagawa ko?

Bigla lang nagkaganito
Napapatingin pag ika'y narito
Di mapigilan ang sarili ko
Di pinagplanuhan, talagang nagkaganyan
Hindi sinasadya

Sana
Hindi ako mabuko
At di malaman ang sikreto ko
Ngunit
Di alam ang gagawin
Pag nariyan ka ako'y napaptingin

Di ko naman ginusto 'to
Pero anong magagawa ko?

Bigla lang nagkaganito
Napapatingin pag ika'y narito
Di mapigilan ang sarili ko
Di pinagplanuhan, talagang nagkaganyan
Hindi sinasadya

Di ko matiis
Kung pwede lang, lumayo ka na please
Nahuhulog ang loob ko
Ako ay naririndi sa 'yo
Sorry talaga,
Ngunit hindi ko sinasadya

Bigla lang nagkaganito
Napapatingin pag ika'y narito
Di mapigilan ang sarili ko
Di pinagplanuhan, talagang nagkaganyan
Hindi sinasadya
Bigla lang nagkaganito
Napapatingin pag ika'y narito
Di mapigilan ang sarili ko
Di pinagplanuhan, talagang nagkaganyan
Totoo 'to, walang biruan
Kahit anong mangyari
Mahal parin kita
Kahit na hindi sinasadya,
Hindi sinasadya

i wrote that when i was in 7th grade, so the lyrics arent' that deep and shit. wahahaha but i guess the tone's catchy, cause when i sing it, i get LSS-ed to it. haha i hope we could get to polish a few more of my songs, the ones that i'm done with (complete w/ lyrics and melody). then we can record it! hahaha. :) someday..

but for now we're focusing on getting good grades for college, and PROM (which is a few months away. shit.). maybe next year we wouldn't be so occupied, since we're graduating. maybe that's the time we can insert band time in our schedules. but for this year, it's quite impossible. it's the most crucial and busiest year in HS. and i don't want to mess up my future just because of this. the band can wait. we'd rather have a "band leave" now and get to a good college than focus on our music now and land nowhere in the future. sad to say, bands don't give a promising future to everybody, and not everyone gets the chance to fame and fortune. we'd rather have our futures secured first, and then we can enjoy making music a bit later. :) we'll just have practices.. gigs? maybe next year. :) maybe when we're not too busy? hahaha i don't know.. we'll just keep everyone posted! hahaha

okay, it's almost 12.30. i'm sleepy.